Suicide by Ezra Alagbada king

Dear father!

I am sorry that today I break my vow
I am sorry dear father
For letting go all my pain
By hanging

Dear father

All I saw was fear
All I saw was hell
I wanted to be free
So I gave it some pill

Dear father

The whole world crush on me
My whole will curse me too
I was lost
I am gone, daddy

Father I know you wonder why!
I know you longer why!
I know you never even know
I plan going soon

Yes daddy !
I am sorry

I just need to go now

I have clear my throat,
with some sniper
I am now a friend to the devil
Dear father
Some angels are now welcoming me here in hell

Dear father

I behold the fire burning down my being,
I ran with caution stirring up my wheel,
if only tonight dear father
I am sorry
Telling you I am gone

Dear father

My body was hanged,
I was lonely,
Life was hell,
You neglected me

I was alone,
Nobody cares,

Daddy
Do you know I do cry every night?
I cry father
I cry for more
more grace to cry

daddy!

Like ;

That was not enough
I gave it some time
Some months

But all never turn to favour me!

Father

The only reason I live for was destroy
Deji broke my heart
After years spent together

Daddy do you know
He actually broke my flowers
He chop me with his penis

Daddy !

Now he is gone
Leaving me lonely

I am weak emotionally,
I was heal conditionally,
it’s fun literarily,
But Deji broke me to pieces
now my blood flow serving
itself for me to drink

Bury your thought under my grave daddy
suicide is my only option,
bury your ideals to yourself daddy
I am gone for good!

Daddy
I can see your tears,
I can sense your fears,
Perturbed, I can see you in dread.
Like a pack of cards,
The whole world seems to be crashing on your head.

Don’t worry dear father
We shall see again
Sooner !

(Silence)

Dear daughter
I saw the bottle you drop up the fridge
I wish you safe journey toward that shore

But;
Dear daughter
I understand how all your hope to make it in life
vanished into the thin air
How nobody seems to care

How no one seem to be near you
How those
evil thoughts ripped your heart apart

Now;
The grave has already received your signal,
Hell now welcoming new visitor

Dear daughter
But you never know papa loves you
You never know
The word Suicide;

Horns from the realm of the dark world
But you always let it
Kept blaring in your ears

Until it makes you
Clueless, hapless, luckless fellow

Now;
A bottle of sniper have done the work
You told your helpless self

But no daughter
Wait a minute;

You’re a gold, being tried in the fire.
Just one more stroke and you’ll prove the devil a lair!
Why resign to fate?
When you can reassign your faith!

Daughter
It’s better to go through hell,
Than to go to hell!
Brace up daughter
There is light at the end of the tunnel

Remove the clogs, set the wheels in motion.
You will one day, hopefully soonest, get to your destination.
Undaunting determination is the solution

Dear daughter,
Suicide is not, and never, an option!

Ezra Alagbada king